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Already Here
Day 58 — Phase 9 — Pathway: Nisdorf
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Three Honest Pathways
Day 57b — Phase 9 — Pericardium — Amethyst — Psalm 46 + Gospel of John
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Be Still
Day 57 — Phase 9 — Pericardium — Amethyst — Psalm 46 + Gospel of John
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The Scapegoat
The last day of a phase does not always look like completion. Sometimes it looks like a second reckoning. The Kidney holds two things that cannot be separated: will and fear. The will named itself this morning. Now the fear speaks. Leviticus 16. The Day of Atonement. Two goats — not
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The Peace Train
Wake-up feel: 7. Up at 4:25. Rain came through the night — by morning it had washed everything. The dust from yesterday gone. The rapeseed held its scent to the right of the winding road; the Bodden and the reed fields to the left, the water's surface smoothed.
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What Is Being Chosen
Wake-up feel: 7. Frogs at 3:53. Exercises. Then out. The winding road runs between two landscapes. To the left, the Bodden — the lagoon that separates this stretch of coast from the open Baltic, shallow, dark before sunrise, smelling of water and old reed. To the right, rapeseed in full
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The Ordinary Tuesday
Wake-up feel: 5. Woke at 04:10. The birds had already been going for a while. The Moon had entered Gemini at 04:00 — six minutes before my eyes opened. Last Root day finished in the dark. First Flower day already underway. The question from Sunday's political brunch
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She Came Anyway
Day 53 — A Pilgrim's Fitness Plan
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The Crossroads
Day 52 — A Pilgrim's Fitness Plan
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The Body Knows
Day 52 — A Pilgrim's Fitness Plan
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03:57
Day 51 — May 16, 2026
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The Dance
Day 50 — Phase 8 opens
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The Engine
Day 49 — Gut Nisdorf
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The Fisherman
Day 48 — Gut Nisdorf
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Sinaida
Day 47 — on the train
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Three Stops
Day 47 — Müllrose / Frankfurt (Oder)
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3:15
Day 47 — Frankfurt (Oder)
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To My Children
And to their mothers.
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Going Back
The exercises and walk this morning is within.
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The Matrix Closes
Day 45 — The Series Conclusion
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What Connection Requires
Day 44 — Need 7 of 7 — The Sosteric Framework
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Blue Was Blue
Day 44 — May 9, 2026
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What Alignment Requires
Day 43 at Gut Nisdorf — Alignment Need
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The Crow Had Nothing to Say
Day 43 — Gut Nisdorf
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What the Self Requires
Day 42 at Gut Nisdorf — Psychological Need